For Mama

Her eyes can't stop roam around the room,
I call her name hoping that she'll stare at me soon.
I hold her hand pressing it hard to make her feel,
That i'm always here by her side and  will never leave.

Waiting outside the ICU, praying that nothing bad will happen to you,
I'm sorry that i can't stop crying and thank you for still trying,
Missing the way you say my name,
You're now unable to speak now but stays the same.

I'm glad that you made it throughout the day and
continue to stay strong with whatever comes in your way.
Stayed there for 3 days unable to see you every time,
2 hours a day isn't enough, i just wanna stay with you all the time.

But one day we decided to be with you when the time will come,
We were all in the same room, pleased and calm.
That's when you decided to leave us be,
Maybe you just wanted us to see happy.

You were so strong and thank you for fighting even if it's hard.
You will always be here forever in my heart.
I LOVE YOU MA you're in a better place now,
regards to papa, i will both make you proud.


~ living without you is the hardest part of my day, remembering the happy moments we spend together is the only thing that is keeping me strong. I've been crying a lot and i know you are now scolding me at heaven, but sorry i can't help it i miss you so much and it breaks me every time to think that you're not with me/with us anymore. I'm staying strong as possible like i promise. Thank you for everything, i'm sorry for the times that i disrespected you. God knows how much i love you and i'm happy that you're with him now, along with papa. This isn't goodbye, will see you soon ♥