BABE 💕

I was lost until you found me,

Made my heart beat again and I'm forever smiling.

I wish for a guy but gave me a man,

Whenever i hear your voice, my feelings can't comprehend.

Sweet, caring; i feel lucky and blessed,

Always pinching myself to see if I'm dreaming again.

You make me laugh a thousand times in just one second,

I know it's a bit cliche but i think i found the one.

You're my inspiration, you're my everything,

Words aren't enough to explain what i'm feeling.

My day won't be complete without you in it,

 I forgot how to frown and i thank you for it.

Your hand fits perfectly to mine,

Your stare melts me every time,

I love the way you smile,

I love the way you laugh,

the way you kiss me so slow,

the way you hug me real tight.

Time stood still, our heart beats fast,

Every moment is perfect, i just want it to last.

Believing in destiny and faith,

Your timing was flawlessly great,

Let's make new memories babe we have forever to write our story,

You're definitely worth the wait, together we'll face everything. 

"Good morning babe, i love you, i miss you"

"Good night babe, sweet dreams, i love you, i miss you, *hugs and kisses*"

I will never get tired of hearing these words,
Replaying your voice which calms all my nerves,
Tomorrow is another day and i can't wait to say
I LOVE YOU every second of everyday.


~ just when i'm about to lose myself a man came into my life and help me get up. It's like in just a blink of an eye i'm happy again. He brings me back to my old self which I thought was lost forever. Being hopeless romantic, smiling for no reason, those butterflies in my tummy feeling, giving me inspiration and makes me not afraid to love again. Indeed his timing was perfect and i thank destiny for showing him the path to me. I love you so much babe. This will be the start of something new, exciting, breath taking journey and I'm glad that that he'll always be by my side every step of the way. 💕💕

For the time being.

Tired, hurt, lost and depressed.

Preventing myself from being happy even for a minute,

Setting my emotions aside is a bad decision,

Yet i continue to feel less and no one is stopping me from making a commotion.

Consumed by love and it's all coming tragic

Solitary life and my hand stays gripped.

My eyes are open but unable to see.

Been through a lot, I'm still missing and that i can never descry,

Effects are made, but i don't think it's worth it,

Nothing feels okay, everything is turning.

Alone in the light, my eyes can't hardly focus.

Hugging my pillow in my bed feeling hopeless.

I fear the day that when i wake up and don't give a fuck about anything,

and lately I've been sensing i no longer care with all the shit I'm in.

I'm so mad i can't even think straight,

Every goddamn time is wasted.

I wanna look in the mirror and punch myself,

and just feeling my blood dripping through my knuckles.

Curiosity kicks in again i'm screwed,

Can't help myself, i'm easy to pursed,

Tolerating this life i don't care if i'm ruined,

Committing a sin and not sorry for doing this.

~ i always don't know what i'm doing but this time i choose to do what is wrong and just be done with it. i'm so mad at myself but all i can do is to cry. I don't want to ruin my life but i just want to let this stress out of my system. Mama is gone and i'm out here wasting my life drinking and all this bad habits, i know she'll be so mad at me, i just wish i'd be able to hear her scream my name at least. i hate what's happening with me, i killed the old me and i'm regretting everything that I've done lately. i feel so lost and i hope someday someone would find me cause if no one did, i'll be stuck being lost forever.