BABE 💕

I was lost until you found me,

Made my heart beat again and I'm forever smiling.

I wish for a guy but gave me a man,

Whenever i hear your voice, my feelings can't comprehend.

Sweet, caring; i feel lucky and blessed,

Always pinching myself to see if I'm dreaming again.

You make me laugh a thousand times in just one second,

I know it's a bit cliche but i think i found the one.

You're my inspiration, you're my everything,

Words aren't enough to explain what i'm feeling.

My day won't be complete without you in it,

 I forgot how to frown and i thank you for it.

Your hand fits perfectly to mine,

Your stare melts me every time,

I love the way you smile,

I love the way you laugh,

the way you kiss me so slow,

the way you hug me real tight.

Time stood still, our heart beats fast,

Every moment is perfect, i just want it to last.

Believing in destiny and faith,

Your timing was flawlessly great,

Let's make new memories babe we have forever to write our story,

You're definitely worth the wait, together we'll face everything. 

"Good morning babe, i love you, i miss you"

"Good night babe, sweet dreams, i love you, i miss you, *hugs and kisses*"

I will never get tired of hearing these words,
Replaying your voice which calms all my nerves,
Tomorrow is another day and i can't wait to say
I LOVE YOU every second of everyday.


~ just when i'm about to lose myself a man came into my life and help me get up. It's like in just a blink of an eye i'm happy again. He brings me back to my old self which I thought was lost forever. Being hopeless romantic, smiling for no reason, those butterflies in my tummy feeling, giving me inspiration and makes me not afraid to love again. Indeed his timing was perfect and i thank destiny for showing him the path to me. I love you so much babe. This will be the start of something new, exciting, breath taking journey and I'm glad that that he'll always be by my side every step of the way. 💕💕

Him again..

The bus stopped at your home town,

Wondering if you’re around.

I’m alone in a seat for two

And all I want is to see you.

Hoping that you decided to travel today,

Seat beside me and I’ll feel okay.

Cause I hate that I miss you so bad,

You make me feel like this again and it sucks real hard.

Seeing the streets that you grew up with,

Wanting to see more, shall I go down and cancel my trip?

This place is never familiar to me,

But just when I close my eyes and imagining you standing there I already feel happy.

Now the bus is leaving,

All the thoughts of seeing you is slowly fading.

Destiny has spoken, I’ll see you soon but maybe not in this place,

Never is a right time but I don’t care I just want to see your face.

There was never an us but I’d like the thought of it,

Rather pause reality and start daydreaming.

At least there I can say I love you everyday

And that you feel the same so I’d prefer not to stay awake.

You pull me closer to your arms,

Kiss my forehead and I feel warmed,

Nights are endless and it was calm,

Emotionally stable for a long time.

Nothing makes any sense,

I just need you by my side and feel your presence.

Simple things you do can turn my world upside down,

Your breath stables my heart every beat makes me not to frown.

-          ~Ugh, WHY. I suddenly miss that jerk, who’s so in love with himself, only do is to make girls fall for him then play around and eventually leaves, a guy that has good manners around my parents but still managed to hurt me behind their back, who gives sweet good morning and good night messages to god knows how many girls, a man that I once love even if he has that many flaws out in the open, the gentleman behind those smirks, and those bear hugs he made while we were staring at the stars late at night. Looking back at those memories, how we met the first time, the “kilig” moments, how he held my hand and hugs me, those heartbreaking news, the wasted epic drunk nights, those crying days, the acceptance and lastly the move on slash ready to meet another guys. I feel lucky to even be loved and to love by a guy like him, now he’s just a flash back and I’m glad things didn’t work out.

A Day of Beauty

Feeling confident and free,
the sun is shining over me,
my luck is on it's way,
I'm having a good day.

The butterflies are on my side,
emotions color me inside,
stars light up the sky,
Days keeps getting better every time.

Feeling delightful with life,
everyone cheers me; Alright!
I'm very happy today,
hoping this will never fade.

Glad to be appreciated it gives me ego,
boasting what I have, feeling like a hero,
my smile is presented it adores the world,
every mortal stare they are lost for words.

The scent of flowers are on my hair,
bees are flying everywhere,
don't want this attention to disappear,
therefore I require myself to look like this every year.



*Make up really makes a girl feel extraordinary. We should never judge one person just because of the things we see on the outside. Make up helps us express our feelings and that is not something to be ashamed or bothered off. I don't really use make up but lately I've been wearing one (part of me thinks that 'I should look good so that he'll feel regret that he left me). On our college, this is the time of year that we'll take pictures for our yearbook and yesterday, I just finished having the pictorial for our creative shot (my costume was an Indian one). It was fun, posing and all, maybe it's not so bad that our face may look like a clown, at least you'll be able to entertain the people around you and feel good about yourself as well.